Its time to face the truth and learn a lesson
Do you still remember the feeling when you wait the result of SPM for so long and finally it is going to come out,and you are returned to your hometown to get your result?Well,i remember it as it just happened yesterday.I m one of the candidates of 2011 spm exam,SPM actually placed me and most of the students under a lot of stress because the result will determined your future. However , i did not feel stress when i know the result is going to come out soon.For me,i m now a engineering student in UTP , what else should i worry about? More than that, i think that i have do my best in the exam, at least i wont regret its too late for me to study.As time move on,especially to the day before the result came out, i am full filled with nervous and its a sleepless night for me.The feeling is different.
My friends asked me whether i am going back to take the result or not. I am really confusing at that time because the flight ticket to back to Sarawak was expensive in that time and i will miss up a lot of lecture and study if i go back for my result. Thanks god,our kind lecturer offer us 3 days holidays to go back and take our result.Because of the strong desire to back home and take the result , and the strong desire to meet with my friends in my hometown. I have been leave my hometown for two and a half months.Finally , i decided to go back and take my result.I m finally in the compound of my house after 8 hours riding and flying.I felt lighter ,as it a great burden had just lifted off from my shoulders.Then, there was this nostalgic feeling , the feeling you get when your eyes starred at something that you used to see it everyday before.My happiness is increase gradually when delicious food was served.Yummy, can you imagine how delicious is the food which made by the loving mother and grandma?Seriously , i have to emphasize that i own a great family , we live togeher happily and satisfy with what we have. We care about each other and we are very closed with each other.
An hour later,my friends all gathered at my house.I felt happy and we have a good time together. They asked me to tell them hows the life in UTP and they are really admire me because i m the first of them who go for futher study after SPM. Its symbolize that i m independent and i am clear with what i m going to do in the future. Most of my friends still dont know what should they go for after SPM.We shared our story in this few month and we shared our information about futher study as i had do some research on it.After that,we go for a ride around my hometown.The feeling is so good as i m still in the secondary school.When we talk about the prediction for the SPM result, they said that i will be the one who get straight A in exam and this made me become more conffident to face what will come out at the next day.Of course,my conffident still not enough for me to have a good sleep,its a sleepless night. I laid on the best bed in the world but i m still suffering in insomnia.
My friends asked me whether i am going back to take the result or not. I am really confusing at that time because the flight ticket to back to Sarawak was expensive in that time and i will miss up a lot of lecture and study if i go back for my result. Thanks god,our kind lecturer offer us 3 days holidays to go back and take our result.Because of the strong desire to back home and take the result , and the strong desire to meet with my friends in my hometown. I have been leave my hometown for two and a half months.Finally , i decided to go back and take my result.I m finally in the compound of my house after 8 hours riding and flying.I felt lighter ,as it a great burden had just lifted off from my shoulders.Then, there was this nostalgic feeling , the feeling you get when your eyes starred at something that you used to see it everyday before.My happiness is increase gradually when delicious food was served.Yummy, can you imagine how delicious is the food which made by the loving mother and grandma?Seriously , i have to emphasize that i own a great family , we live togeher happily and satisfy with what we have. We care about each other and we are very closed with each other.
An hour later,my friends all gathered at my house.I felt happy and we have a good time together. They asked me to tell them hows the life in UTP and they are really admire me because i m the first of them who go for futher study after SPM. Its symbolize that i m independent and i am clear with what i m going to do in the future. Most of my friends still dont know what should they go for after SPM.We shared our story in this few month and we shared our information about futher study as i had do some research on it.After that,we go for a ride around my hometown.The feeling is so good as i m still in the secondary school.When we talk about the prediction for the SPM result, they said that i will be the one who get straight A in exam and this made me become more conffident to face what will come out at the next day.Of course,my conffident still not enough for me to have a good sleep,its a sleepless night. I laid on the best bed in the world but i m still suffering in insomnia.
The day had come,time to face the fate.After take a bath and having breakfast with my family. I changed my cloth and comb my hair to make myself looked smart. My mother seems know that i m nervous , she kept on give me mentally support and cheer me up. After that , we went to school to take the result. There is nothing change in my previous school . I met all of the teachers ,sure ,they all recognized me as i was the naughtiest student in our school. They also expected that i will be the one who get straight A. Wow,this will set me in an awkward and weird situation if i dont able to get straight A. I prayed before the result came out , i told god that i will followed , accepted and appreciate with what he give.Result came out, i m nervous like the ant on the hot plate. But it actually let me down as i only get 9A out of 10 subjects. I got a B+ for my Bahasa Malaysia. I felt sad and dissapointed at the moment. My sadness increased when i glanced how dissapointed is my mother at the accidentaly. She told me that i have done a good job, but i m know that actually she think that i m able to get a better grade than that. But i still thanks what god giving , i m appreciate with what i have. I realized that how awkward it is when my friends dont know whether they have to congrat to me or symphathize with me. Its a good lesson for me , i once was the best among all my friends and teachers but it does not indicate that i will be the greatest all the time and sometimes those who able to win in the challenge in life is actually the greatest.
Well, that how i felt while collecting my SPM results. It will forever embedded inside the deepest part of my memory as a day which i finally to achieve something important and learn some important life lesson. Its passed already and its time to move on. Result that does define who you are, the most important is try to do your best in every single job .I think i have done my best so just let it be. I wish that i can study hard in the rest of my futher study so that i wont regret when i m old.
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